not so long time ago I believe that friend is someone that you really able to count on, but now I don’thave any faith on that words.
I mean, to be honest, all my friends hurt me, stab me, dissed me, left me, and sometimes they didn’t know that I’m exist.
All my journey makes me think the necessity of friend, do I really need them?
I do feel alone a lot of time, and I know that I won’t be able to shed the feelingif I don’t see snybody else. But do we have to call the friend?
I’m kinda skeptical with all these friend thing they hurt me so much, just like my boyfriend always do. But my friends they are meanier, I mean sometimes you didn’t do anything and they just let you go.
People say thatfriendship is just like platonic love, you love people but you can’t expect the love will return back, it’s tragically true. But I’m a demanding person, I don’t like if someone don’t reply my love, my affection, or whatever is the name, and I’m easily to have trauma. Once my heart is hurt, I don’t want to get hurt anymore. That’s why I’m not easy when it comes to friend people relationship, and sometimes I regret it I really want to be friendly but I can’t or I should say my heart and my mind not in the same place.
My beloved fella, I dunno what should I say about it, I know I should change myself but I dunno where to start, but most important question is still a mistery will I ever get a good, nice friend, hat will accomply my standard?