A friend of mine is a campus activist, when I talked with him or just listened to his stories I felt so small.
He, who has same age as I do already did a lot of thing in the world in the name of idealism and nationalism.
Me who is still struggling with my quarter life crisis and hate to think deeply about my future and prefer to go with the flow than stuck in a problem.
I don’t know which one is better, but when I talked to him I felt that my life is worse, I never thought about my future, my country, and what should I do to improve the quality of my surrounding.Kinda sucks.
Makes me felt tired being me.
will I ever get a chance to improve my surrounds?or just to improve my self, I guess the answer to that question is I’ll never get a chance unless I look for it.